The more you make others squirm, squirm with fear, the higher up the corporate ladder you go. The ones you cannot make fearful, you get rid of.
Soon you will have your team, the fearful and helpless. They have great powers of repression, anger manifested in unrecognizable forms at home.
You think by controlling others, you buy yourself some time. Time is what you need to distance yourself from the atrocities you created and now can deny or repress. It's for the good of the company, the asset. I'm doing her a favor, she did it to herself. What have I done? When will they realize I'm a fraud, maybe they know already. Hide away, what do I do all day?
I cannot hide from myself. What's next.